yea, soory, real entry kinda...

A lot of stuff has happened, obv. Ummm... will make a list of things to talk about here, and will expand later:

-had a risk party everyone got blackout drunk; haley talked about how she hated boys
-cosmic bowling
-the blizzard and the 50ft sledding hill and being trapped in annandale
-my tattoo
-my new addiction to ZooWorld on facebook
-bobby and I's fat day
-why I have seen new moon three times
-and saw Princess and the Frog and the hugh grant movie

I'm sitting here with flowers in my lap, but all I can think is that this isn't where I am supposed to be. I had a plan, ; I had a future; and I had goals that I had all set up.

I guess it gets easier in time, right?

I get to find a new path now. I'm really trying.